wake up at 5 in th morning, prepare for school.
travel down to school.
study, break, study even more.
5 go home, about 7 reach home.
bathe, eat, study and sleep.
wake up at 5 and do th same thing over again.
can't sleep just now, and now want sleep but cannot sleep.
i woke up 5.30 in th morning feeling so awake! tried sleeping back, but lots of things keep running in my mind. thinking about having so much of homework when i haven’t even finished half of it, when school is starting tml, and tml is th date whereby i have to hand it up. oh. may god bless me. lols. thinking of having to go pay respect to my yeye and hoping that i won’t be late. and the worst thing that was running in my mind was SCHOOL IS STARTING TML! FUCK THAT! have to bun hair every morning, waking up at 4plus in th morning, sitting in th bus for going 1hour. omg. fuck that too. going fo all th attachment, seeing things that i can’t imagine. HAA. i don’t know what to say about that.
and now i have to prepare myself to meet my godfather, im feeling so sleepy now. yawn*
So i’ve finally gotten my driving license and that’s what mum most wanted. now she keep asking me to rent a car to drive her around. she ask this at least twice a day.
as fo my TP, it was rather easy for me. as i wasn’t feeling nervous or scared. but i was feeling kinda normal, like a different instructor taking me for prac. but of cos, th waiting for my tester in th room part, i was feeling quite nervous la. in th car, my tester was trying to calm me down but i was already calm, so i told him that im ready. th test ended quite fast, guess he wanted to go home early, so he anyhow ask me to drive here and there, no specific test route.
in all, i’ve made 2mistakes. so 8marks was given. which i initially thought that i’ll definitely get more than 10marks.
you can call me lucky for passing all my BTT, FTT and TP all at the first time. but i can tell you that i was rather bless for having such a great and supportive mother, such a helpful sister in law. and met such a great instructor who is Jamila. to get this license, was kinda tough fo me. as i only had less than 2months to get th license before my school start. but i was bless with th 3 wonderful people that had help me to here.
thanks jie for always helping me to book all my prac, TTT, BTT, FTT and TP.
thanks jamila for guiding me all th way during my prac, teaching me and correcting me. and seriously, it’s not easy to teach me. as i take quite sometime to absorb things, but i was hardworking and she was kind fo not shouting or scolding me. but instead, she believe me that i can do it. and giving me th moral support. i don’t know how to say as im not good in my words, but i’ll put it this way- i’ll say that she was like my mother in ssdc, i can feel th mother love from her. i don’t know why, but it felt nice to be with her.
during th whole course, i’ve not only learnt how to drive. but i’ve learnt that in what ever that you do, work hard. give it your best shot, you get it or not doesn’t depend on your luck but how much of effort and time you have put into it.
i’ve been chionging for my prac since last month. and today is the day when i show off all that i’ve learnt. i really hope that i’ll pass today, as i’ve been going fo prac for almost 5 days per week. i’ve spent more than 2500$. i’m worried that if i were to fail, i’ll have to pay another 500$ to book fo my TP and go for my revision again. and my parent and godparent really hope that i’ll pass, i don’t want to make them disappointed. i really hope that i’ll pass my TP today. so may god bless me.