I treat people just th way how i want to be treated. i appreciate people and th things they do fo me. so i hate it when people don’t appreciate me fo th things i’ve done fo them. may be it’s okay if you don’t appreciate. but at least don’t hit me on my face.
so fariz was asking his parent if he could go Malaysia with my family tml to buy mooncake and that we’ll be buying fo them as well. i was on th phone while he was talking to his parent and i heard his parent saying that they don’t want and don’t eat mooncake, so he don’t have to go. im really very disappointed. i felt seriously stupid. th thing is i’ve already book th ice cream mooncakes fo them. and my intention was really simple, i was just hopping that they’ll be happy and enjoy th mooncakes as it’s seriously very delicious and may be me and his parent relationship will be better. but this is wad i get. a slap on my face. i was using my own money to pay fo th ice cream mooncakes. never expected that this will happen. and i really can’t accept it. doing things fo other’s well they don’t even appreciate my heart. im not ashamed if his parent is reading this post. as i really hope that they’ll understand and know what’s happening as it’s related to them. i’ve asked fariz to talk to them about it. but he just don’t know how.
seriously, i don’t see any reason fo me to be treated lidat. and i seriously don’t deserve to be treated lidat, so im not going to do this kind of things anymore. i’ve learn my lesson this time. it feels like i just receive a slap on my face and it hurt me deep down.
love ask me to ignore them, which is really difficult fo me, as thy are fariz parent. there’s nothing i can do isn’t it?
Mum bought me a new laptop as my birthday gift, and now im waiting fo th delivery man to come. CANT WAIT! have been using this old laptop of mine since sec3, and now im finally changing it. mad happy! But Love is not here to receive it with me as he has to go jalan raya. So im studying alone now which is very difficult fo me. All th notes are so messy! my god.