Love makes wonders.

7th February 2010

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Dont judge me before you know anything about me.

Had my I/V Therapy phase test today. im grateful that i’ve pass. eventhough i did mistakes. but i learn something more impt than th I’V therapy, which is believe myself that i can always do it. my phase test teacher was Mdm Pua again lols. i duno wad is’t but i certainly feel that she understands me, and most importantly is that she believe that i can do it and think that im different.

went to find my godparents, i talk to them about me wanting to go Aust to study if my GPA this year improve to 3.8. they want me to go, but godmother want me to work at there while goddad want me to come back Singapore to work. hahahahas. i just hope that i’ll study even harder this year and get better result.

6th February 2010

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I'll hold on to it.

Went fo counseling fo my very first time. wasn’t really a counselling. but because my PM teacher is a counsellor, therefore i decided to let him counsel me.

eventhough i didn’t shared much, but surprisingly he understands. and know th reasons.

after th counselling, Love wanted to talk to me regarding past two weeks. we talked things out. we both agreed to forget th matter and make things better. have no idea how long will it takes fo it to change but im really feeling better.

4th February 2010

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My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.  (Psalm 139:1)

I know when you sit down and when you rise up. (Psalm 139:2)

I am familiar with all your ways. (Psalm 139:3)

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. (Matthew 10:29-31)

For you were made in my image. (Genesis 1:27)

In me you live and move and have your being. (Acts 17:28)

For you are my offspring. (Acts 17:28)

I knew you even before you were conceived. (Jeremiah 1:4-5)

I chose you when I planned creation. (Ephesians 1:11-12)

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. (Psalm 139:15-16)

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. (Acts 17:26)

You are fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:14)

I knit you together in your mother’s womb. (Psalm 139:13)

And brought you forth on the day you were born. (Psalm 71:6)

I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me. (John 8:41-44)

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. (1 John 4:16)

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1)

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. (1 John 3:1)

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. (Matthew 7:11)

For I am the perfect father. (Matthew 5:48)

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. (James 1:17)

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. (Matthew 6:31-33)

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11)

Because I love you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3)

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. (Psalms 139:17-18)

And I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17)

I will never stop doing good to you. (Jeremiah 32:40)

For you are my treasured possession. (Exodus 19:5)

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. (Jeremiah 32:41)

And I want to show you great and marvelous things. (Jeremiah 33:3)

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. (Deuteronomy 4:29)

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4)

For it is I who gave you those desires. (Philippians 2:13)

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. (Ephesians 3:20)

For I am your greatest encourager. (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17)

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. (Psalm 34:18)

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. (Isaiah 40:11)

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. (Revelation 21:3-4)

And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. (Revelation 21:3-4)

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. (John 17:23)

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. (John 17:26)

He is the exact representation of my being. (Hebrews 1:3)

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. (Romans 8:31)

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. (1 John 4:10)

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. (Romans 8:31-32)

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. (1 John 2:23)

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. (Romans 8:38-39)

Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.(Luke 15:7)

I have always been Father, and will always be Father. (Ephesians 3:14-15)

My question is… Will you be my child?  (John 1:12-13)

I am waiting for you.  (Luke 15:11-32)

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God (via)

4th February 2010

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Nothing is permanent but change.

Just stand aside and watch me fall into pieces. part of my heart is slowly dying. i think i should go for counselling before it get worsen.

25th January 2010

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I wish that weekends never end.

argh~ tml is monday and Bio test is at th first period! wtfh.

weekend was great. Love came over to my house after sch on Friday to stay, i’ll be going to sch with him tml. hahas.

went to see doc on sat. but was too late fo th x-ray, bobian have to go back fo x-ray next sat again. argh~ but still i have to go fo physio therapy. wth. Godparent & mum keep telling me money is not a prob. and mum keep reminding me to go fo th x-ray next sat. x.x

went swimming at night too. but forgot to bring my goggle. fck lo, i was wearing contact lense and didn’t bring th case. i have no were to put my contact lense but to swim with it. -.- couldn’t really swim. cos i cant open my eyes, if not th contact lense also go swimming. hahahahahas~

went to tamp and bought 2 top and Bao’s present and i bought a Corset! cost 49.90$ at Joop! hahahahas~ i tot Love wont let me wear lo, but he ask me to try and he think that it’s great on me. teehees~

22nd January 2010

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Imma be what i wanna be!

Please fxking stop telling me ‘if it’s me, i wont spend so much time with my bf’ or something lidat. just so you know, you dont even know anything about it! roll eyes*

yes, i’ve been spending all my days with my Love. why? cos we’re in th same class, dumb fck. so how can i not spend most of my time with him? sat is our day, we’ll always go ‘dating’ on sat. it’s just that mum like him and allow him to stay over during th weekends, so why not?                do ya parent allow?

during our CP, we only get to see each other like once a week, so why didn’t you guys ask Why we meet each other so lil? now let me ask you is meeting once in a week, is that alot? NO IT’S NOT! but if you think it is, let me ask you Is there any problem between you and ya guy? did th both of you started like this? 0.o?

AND! it means that we’re still in our honeymoon period. eventhough it’s our 7th month together, ATLEAST we’re still loving and sweet together. how many of you still can be like this? so th next time you guys were to tell me such things, it’s either ya brain is at ya ass or ya not using ya brain just enough.

18th January 2010

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Just so you know nothing else matter when im with you.

Had a well spend weekend with Love! we met up really early on sat. like 8am? went to LJS fo breakfast, then we went to pay th bill and then to swimming! giggles* there were so many kids having their swimming lesson. manage to swim abit and headed home to do housework! did alot of cleaning. until my leg was like freaking pain.

and today we went to The One to cut Love’s hair before we went to Queensway shopping ctrl to find fo my nursing shoe? but those that i like was out of my budget. argh. so i called Goddad and tell him, he say he’ll fetch me from sch this thurs to bring me there to get it! cool. told mum about it, and she say i really know how to talk. giggles*

but th way to Queensway shopping ctrl was like fucked up. was kinda lost otw there? hahahahas.

tml will be another monday. argh. fck it seriously. im having a terrible backache now. hopefully by tml it’ll be alright. i cant really walk properly.

lastly- to my dearest Fariz.H, i love you fcking alot! hahahas. i love th way you look into my eyes and telling me how much you love me. eventhough ya quite fucked up at times, i still know that you think about me and trying to make things right. Love you plenty dear! (K)

16th January 2010

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Thank God it's friday!

Woohoo~! it’s friday already. im so glad, because it’s when i can have a good long sleep. (provided Love wont wake me up to eat rotti prata again? LOL) x=

today was kinda funny. Miss Govri make me laugh until cry. x.x hahas. hasn’t been luffing so hard fo quite sometime already.woohoo~ felt so great seriously! hahahaha.

cant wait fo tml, Love and i have lots of things to do,all th way till sunday.just hope that monday will never come, ya? lols.

14th January 2010

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You'll be all i need.

Had my insulin phase test today, and Mdm Phua was th teacher assesing me. she didn’t ask me much question. but she said that wad she want to see in me is details eg, th way i talk to pt etc etc. because im th top 10% student in nursing. hmm? 0.o?

she also want me to host th culture exchange programe students. not sure wad is’t call anyway. i’ve told mum about it, she’s like quite happy? argh. but im worried that i’ll miss alot of th lessons. but very luckily i have Love with me. giggles* lucky me. and i love him plenty.

hasn’t been updating lately. due to my laziness. hahahahahas. but this week really did pass fast. zoom and it’s thurs in a few hours. claps*

5th January 2010

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To my buddy since pri school.

This post is not to Bao. and i hope you’ll be reading this Gary.

Me, you, hanson & bao have been good frens/class mates/brothers fo many years. thru alot of ups and down. did D&T project together when we were in lower sec and so much to be said. bet we know each other better than any other people.

i dont know what have you heard about me, that’ll make you feel this way. do you think they really understands me well compare to you? who th hell are thy to even be so close to me? thy only know how to kiss ppl’s ass and what else? im not sure which group of idiots told you those shits about me, but thanks fo spending ya time killing ya brain cells and wasting ya saliva fo me, you idiots, you guys have nothing btr to do huh? what a failure.